<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>(四)</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>匆忙回到家之後仍然心驚膽顫,在戲院裡所發生的令人羞愧,但更令我害怕</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>的是身上這套衣服,踏上歸途之前我在戲院廁所換回原來的穿著,至於現在,我</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>需要一個痛快的洗滌。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我喜歡泡在浴缸裡,這裡彷彿是我最安全最隱蔽的避風港,不管遇到什麼不</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>愉快或煩惱,都可以在這裡洗掉沖掉,當然也包括罪惡感。這是一個屬於相當私</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>人的習慣,自從獲悉小傑偷看我洗澡之後,沐浴再也不這麼令人安心,我望著朦</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>朧的燈光,團團霧氣中似乎藏有惡魔,我知道那是因為我心裡有鬼。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「妳覺得自己淫蕩嗎?」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>耳邊傳來黛華的聲音,搖晃抖頓的公車上兩人各有所思,在沉默的回家途中</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>她突然這麼問我。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「要面對自己的情慾真是困難啊,這個社會教導女人要對所有加諸於身的束</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>縛照單全收,但比男人更敏感的身體卻要我們放開這些。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>她喃喃的說下去:「脫離社會的規範就是淫蕩?唉,大家不是都在提倡男女</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>平等的現代價值觀嗎?大多數的女人並不想了解自己,性慾這東西只有在床上被</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>另一口子挑起才算數,除此之外,女人看起來十足是個附庸品。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「我不知道,我真的不知道……到底以前是正常或者是現在……」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我心裡何嘗不陷入掙扎,我不得不承認,在戲院被色狼侵犯那當下我感到自</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>由,至少生理方面是這樣。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「男人喜歡他們的女人乖巧安份,但偏偏更喜歡不安份、不乖巧的騷女人,</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>怪吧?或者,男人自己更愛做些離經叛道的事,強姦、偷窺、性騷擾甚至是外</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>遇……」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「妳恨男人?」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「當然不是,我只是不喜歡滿嘴仁義道德專唱高調的男人,與這種人相比,</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>一臉下流齷齪的男人實在多了。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>她的話確實有些道理,我心裡不由得在咀嚼這番話。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「下流齷齪的男人卻又不及單純靦腆的男人,這種男人應該是普世女人的珍</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>寶,因為『單純』並不永恆。」之後又是漫長的沉默。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>在家門口,她笑的很神秘:「妳有沒有想過……如果小傑看到妳穿這樣,妳</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>想他會不會……呵,好了,妳現在需要洗個澡,回頭見。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>裹上浴袍走出浴間心裡還是很疙瘩,並沒有預期中脫胎換骨的清新感覺,難</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>道是我這陣子所累積的罪惡感已經不是洗洗澡就可以忘記的。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>從手提包拿出今天這套骯髒淫穢的新衣,我應該把它丟到垃圾筒去,想到小</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>傑可能會發現只好打消這個念頭。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>看著丁字褲私處的貼身部位佈滿暈黃污漬,思緒霎那間又被拉回令人驚心動</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>魄的座位上,男人猛烈的碰撞,下體火辣的酥麻,劇烈搖晃的座椅還有眼前難以</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>聚焦的電影劇情。我使勁搖晃著頭,想把這一切從我腦裡驅離,但浮現的影像卻</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>更清晰。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>唉,我變得不像我自己,剛離開浴缸的身體感覺還很骯髒.</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「媽──」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>聽到小傑的呼喊,我慌亂的把衣物連同高跟鞋塞進衣櫥,瞬間又想起黛華說</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>的那句話。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「如果小傑看到妳穿這樣,妳想他會不會……」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>要命!我到底在想什麼。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「媽,原來妳在這……咦,妳臉好紅喔!」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「呃……大概是剛泡完澡,你先把制服換掉,晚飯很快就好。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「不……不用了……」他頓了頓又說:「我等會要去小良家……做功\課,晚</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>飯在那邊吃就好了。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我知道他在隱瞞些什麼,但天知道我現在也沒作飯的心情。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「好吧,那……不要待的太晚。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他雀躍的回自己房間換好衣服,一會兒就聽到門開關的聲音。我全身倦怠也</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>不想管他們到底是怎麼回事,趁這個時候把那身衣服洗乾淨脫水烘乾,然後放進</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>衣櫥,折騰一會兒,還真的感到相當疲累,我不禁癱在沙發上自嘲:「人老了做</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>不得虧心事,心虛還真讓人疲倦啊。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>伸個懶腰聳動肩膀緊繃的肌肉,想著接下來要做什麼,想著,想著……</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「張開妳的腿,來,快張開!」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>朦朧中,聽到父親熟悉的嚴厲口吻,他托高我大開的雙腿,用手指玩弄我敏</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>感的下體,我不由得害怕的閉緊眼睛。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「生過小孩還那麼緊,不錯不錯……想要了吧?妳跟妳媽一樣,外表高尚脫</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>了衣服還不是一副欠男人玩弄的婊樣,吶,妳說對不對?」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>媽媽!媽!妳在哪裡?快救我!</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「妳喜不喜歡爸爸的硬棍?還不睜開眼瞧瞧嗎?好,老子就讓妳圖個痛</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>快!」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我想呼救,但怎麼也叫不出聲來。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我感到爸爸的東西進入我的身體,好大好粗,但卻一點也不痛,下面好像要</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>溶化一般,那裡溼漉漉像是水龍頭忘了關上。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「怎麼樣?小女生玩大棒子舒服痛快吧?我要妳記得現在是誰上妳,吶!給</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我睜開眼仔細看好,喂,我叫妳睜開眼!」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>不要!我不要!</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「他媽的快給老子睜開眼!」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>忽地眼前一片漆黑,藉由窗外的月色我慢慢看清楚這裡是客廳,腦袋逐漸恢</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>復清明之後,才想起剛剛一定是在沙發上睡著了,客廳沒開燈所以黑漆漆一片。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>唉,又作惡夢了。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>最近夢到父親的次數越來越頻繁,這也讓我慢慢喚起小時候悲慘的記憶。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>童年充斥著黑暗,我因為父親不敢接近異性,到了青春期生理方面快速的發</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>展,很快胸前就隆起,但是我害怕這種變化,更深怕男同學異樣的眼光,在外衣</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>下用繃帶纏緊上半身,過了一段壓抑的求學時光。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>難道,就是因為這陰影造成我現在的墮落?黛華大概會說這只是轉為正常而</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>已,對,沒錯,女人也有情慾表現,我沒有墮落,只是突然發現自己有血有肉剛</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>開始不習慣而已。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我說服自己只想讓自己心裡頭舒服點,不過,這種自我催眠只能治標。不管</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>了,總比沒有好吧!剛想挺起身,突然感到胯間一片涼颼颼,難道是因為剛剛的</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>夢……</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>伸手往底下一摸,下體竟真的因為夢境……濕了,審視眼前手指間的黏液,</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>鼻子不由得湊近嗅著指間的味道,這是女人期望性交的前奏……我稍一猶豫,心</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>裡冒起怪異的念頭,然後將手指往嘴裡放雙唇一抿,味蕾傳來滑溜溜的滋味。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>奇怪?什麼味道也沒有?那麼男人為什麼總喜歡舔那個地方?然後看看自己</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>的手,突然想起自己現在正在做的蠢事不禁好笑。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「真羞人,我在做什麼?」</SPAN>