<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>熟讀的聖賢書里七娼八盜九扒灰的觀念已經深深刻進了我的骨子里，對於這種下</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>九流中的底層人，我是無論如何也無法接受的。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “那我去上課了。。。你。。。好好休息吧。”秦濤見我這幅模樣歎了口氣</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>開門走了。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> 我又一屁股躺回到床上，愣愣的看著天花板。。。想起琪琪這些天對我的</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>一點一滴我忽然覺得心中一陣抽搐，我也是人，心也是肉長的，不是鐵打的，我</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>當然知道琪琪對我百般的好，那種近似乎卑微的溺愛讓我一度覺得我有這種女友</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>簡直是撿到寶了，甚至前兩天兩人都開始以老公老婆相互稱呼，回想到她摟著我</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>的脖子一遍一遍的叫著我老公那種興奮和幸福的表情，我甚至開始懷疑自己心中</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>這股人有三六九等的執念到底對不對。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> 我從小都不缺乏向自己示愛的女孩，明的，暗的，醜的，靚的，幾乎已經</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>讓我感到麻木。我開始幾乎已經是習慣性的拒絕了琪琪，讓她黯然傷神了很久，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>但不知為何我受傷後她會再次來照顧我，也許是陸夏蘭告訴了她我的身份？所以</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>她才想來攀我這支高枝？</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> 我想不通，只覺得心亂如麻，剪不斷，理還亂。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> 晚上7點不到，琪琪回來了，她像往常那樣放學後坐地鐵來到我家附近，在</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>樓下的菜市買完菜後用我給她的鑰匙開了門，看到我坐在客廳里看抽煙看電視，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>放下一大堆菜後一臉愉悅的走過來從身後摟著我。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “老公，猜我晚上給你做什麼好吃的？”</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> 我沒說話，回頭看了看她，她今天穿著一身粉紅的連衣裙，紮著那條長長</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>的馬尾，清秀的臉蛋上掛著幾滴汗珠，氣息也還未平穩，但她此時依然一臉愛意</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>和微笑的看著我，仿佛想把我融化一般。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “怎麼了老公？在家憋了一天憋傻了麼？不會說話了？嗯？”琪琪見我面無</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>表情的樣子似乎想逗逗我，用小手在我的臉上捏了一下，然後湊過小嘴就想吻我</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “琪琪。。。”我立刻掙脫開她站了起來。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “老。。。公。。。”琪琪一臉愕然的看著我。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “這些天。。。麻煩你照顧我了，這是給你的。。。辛苦費。。。”我掏出</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>一張20萬的支票遞給她，這是我銀行帳號里僅有的錢了，我下午想了很久，還是</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>覺得這樣可能對我們倆都會更好些。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “你。。。你恢復了？”琪琪的臉色開始變得暗淡，她的雙手也握在一起，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>不安的相互搓動著。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “嗯。。。謝謝你這幾天的照顧。”我又把支票向前遞了遞。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “不。。。不用了。。。程總。。。這是我自願的。”琪琪苦笑一下，並沒</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>有接過支票。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “我知道你來公司上班是為了學費，這點錢應該夠你讀完大學，收下吧。”</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “你。。。你是不想再見到我了麼？你想讓我離開紅館麼。。。”琪琪抬頭</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>看著我，臉色變得蒼白。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “你是一個好姑娘，那不適合你。。。”我認真的對她說。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> 琪琪苦澀的搖搖頭，輕聲說道：“程總，我聽蘭姐說過你可能是京城的權</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>貴子弟，我知道我配不上你，但我也是個女人，我有自己的堅持，那天晚上在姐</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>妹們的慫恿下我借剷勁讓你送我回家，你答應了，我好高興。。。後來你出事</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>了，我好擔心，忍不住來看你，而你把我當女友的這些天是我這輩子最幸福，最</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>快樂的日子，我是個孤兒，這是第一次被喜歡的人寵愛和關心，我覺得好滿足。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>。。好幸福。。。儘管我知道這是個夢，等你醒了，我的夢也就醒了。。。”</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”> “琪琪。。。你不要這樣。。。”我想開口說些什麼，但卻不知道該說什</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(217,232,244);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>麼，這時我看到了她抹眼淚時無名指上的那顆閃閃發光的碎鑽戒指，那是我送她</SPAN>