<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>（五）</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>這個晚上小傑很晚才回家，我知道是因為我根本沒睡著。他可能也意識到我</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>沒有去找他感到有些不對勁，進房間前他躡手躡腳在我房門前駐足良久，房裡只</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>有一盞小燈，藉由昏暗的光線，他盯著我看了好一會兒，我裝睡偷偷瞥見他的視</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>線在我身軀上四處游走。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他看起來很疲累，不過雙眼卻炯炯有神。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>黛華大概真的替他口交了，那對邪惡的母子，我們母子倆已經墮入她們精心</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>設計的淫亂陷阱，現在已經不是想脫離就可以擺脫一切，尤其是我。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>小傑進門前，我在浴室裡情不自禁的自慰起來，除了手指，我再也找不到一</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>根比肉棒更好的替代品。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>即便如此，性慾未稍減內心卻更空虛，這使我不得不認清自己心理與生理的</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>慾望已經不是手淫可以滿足的事實。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>上床前我刻意換上那件薄紗睡衣，身上除了這件內裡則是一片坦蕩蕩，我是</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>不是在期待什麼？我並不確定。如果說今晚所見到的一切不會使我有任何綺想，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>那是自欺欺人，但哀怨之外，忌妒才是使我無法成眠的主因。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>片刻之後，小傑輕聲關上房門，接著浴間傳來水聲，我有說不出的失落感。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他為什麼會喜歡黛華？不可能，小傑不是真的喜歡她，只是因為青春期荷爾</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>蒙的作祟讓他對女人身體的誘惑無法抗拒而已，小良又不時在他耳邊說的活靈活</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>現，最後才促成今晚所發生的事。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>沒錯，一定是這樣。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>直到小傑進房睡覺，我心裡仍不敢百分之百確定這個猜測是對的。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我望著桌上的早餐，一點睡意也沒有。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>小傑起床梳理完後，磨蹭很久才來到餐桌前坐下，他刻意避開與我的眼神交</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>會，孩子就是孩子心思總是單純的，即便想掩飾什麼也是這麼生澀明顯。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「昨天晚上很晚回來嗎？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他聽我一說，直楞楞的瞪著桌面臉色青綠。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「吃個飯溫習功課怎麼弄得這麼晚？一大早還要爬起來去上學，身體都搞壞</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>了，下次……」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>說到這我突然心中一凜，腦海敲起警鐘：「我在做什麼？我是媽媽，怎能用</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>女人忌妒的心情訓誡他，不行啊，這樣他只會離我越來越遠。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>好，我得換個方式。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「好了，課業重要歸重要身體也要照顧好，下次晚點回來先跟媽媽說一聲，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>不然媽媽會擔心連睡都睡不好。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他乖巧的點點頭，安份的啃著吐司，一點也看不出昨晚曾經失控的樣子。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「今天放學後媽媽去接你，陪我去買些東西，你長大了力氣也比較大，幫我</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>提些東西可以嗎？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>心情一轉當下就有個說不上來的念頭，小傑不疑有他也乾脆的答應了。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>離小傑放學還有一些時間，我在鏡子前端詳自己。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我穿上那天跟黛華一起買的行頭，短到不能再短的裙子，露出的誘人乳溝，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>加上性感的露趾高跟鞋，小傑看到我這種裝扮會是什麼表情呢？光想到這就抑不</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>住嘴角的笑意，我想那應該是一件有趣的事。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我轉個身看看自己的背影，穿上高腰丁字褲之後臀部完全看不出褲痕，渾圓</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>飽滿又彈性十足，男人應該都無法不多看一眼吧？</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>雙腿皮膚仍是這麼白皙，我想就不需要絲襪了。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>思量一會兒，我又稍微打了粉底塗上淡色口紅，抿一抿嘴唇，心裡想著這樣</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>好像不是去接兒子，根本是去會情郎。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>如果可以讓小傑注意到媽媽也是迷人的女人，這樣就夠了。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>臨出門前，我不由得猶豫起來。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「這樣會不會得到反效果？小傑會不會覺得我在勾引他？他的同學會笑他媽</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>媽是個蕩婦嗎？或是其他家長、老師……」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>昨晚的畫面接著浮現，黛華淫穢的表情，小良猙獰的眼神……</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我應該做些什麼挽回兒子嗎？</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>就在這種忐忑不安的心情下，想起每一個空虛的夜晚，最後我走出了大門。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>校門口的人群因為我的出現引起一些騷動，接小孩放學的家長男男女女不時</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>打量著我，有幾個為人父的男子一雙眼直盯著我的腿，還有幾個學生偷偷瞄著我</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>的胸部，而那些衣著樸素的媽媽卻是投來帶著敵意的眼神。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>剛開始，我有些不知所措，四週灼熱的視線讓我感到暈眩，好幾次想回頭就</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>跑，急於自這令人窘迫的氛圍中逃脫。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>不過女人天性就是要接受艷羨的眼神，當我慢慢分別出男人愛慕與女人仇視</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>所代表的象徵不同時，我反而覺得想笑。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>看看這些想看卻不敢光明正大看的男人多麼可憐，我也像這些媽媽們一樣經</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>常素妝迎人，生活在柴米醬油鹽的日子裡，男人卻從不慷慨給予關愛的眼神，而</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我人生大部分的時間也如同這些認命的媽媽們一般，忘記了自己體內仍有熾熱的</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>靈魂等待喚醒。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我彷彿看著過去的我，深深地為他們感到悲哀。但一個快四十歲的女人，仍</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>然擁有顛倒眾生的能耐，這點卻又使我感覺舒服多了。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>小傑穿著純白的制服甫走出校門，他一眼就看到我，然後開始變得像那些上</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>了年紀的男人一樣，眼神閃爍、笨拙的想掩飾什麼。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>天吶，男人不論歲數都是這副德性嗎？</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我緩緩地朝他走去，彼此的距離越近他越是顯得焦躁不安。直到我站在他眼</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>前，小傑終於與我四眼交會。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「傻孩子，不認得我了嗎？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他聽到我的聲音方才兩眼瞪得老大直呼：「妳是……媽？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「是啊，不認得了嗎？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「妳……妳怎麼會？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我攤開雙手轉個圈讓他仔細瞧瞧，心裡非常得意。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「媽媽這樣好看嗎？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他的表情已經告訴我答案，我輕輕擰他的臉頰一把。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「看傻了呀？媽媽偶爾也該穿得漂亮點上街啊，好了，我們走吧！」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我親暱的挽著他手臂，明顯感覺到小傑真的長大了，他身上飄來雄性的獨特</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>氣息，肌肉結實富有彈性，站在他身旁我已經搭不到他的肩膀，他現在已經強壯</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>的足以保護我了。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>並肩走在紅磚道上，一隻強健有力的臂膀使我意亂情迷，真希望就這樣走下</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>去不要停下來。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「你喜歡媽媽這樣打扮嗎？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>這孩子只要過度緊張就蹦不出一個字，但我很意外他竟開口答腔：「喜歡，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>媽，妳好漂亮，我剛剛差點就認不出妳來。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「跟小良他媽媽比起來誰比較漂亮？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他不假思索就說：「當然是媽媽比較漂亮。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>這是最好的讚美了，我決定好好犒賞他。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「瞧你嘴巴這麼甜，你不是一直想要買數位相機嗎？我們走吧！」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「真的可以嗎？太好了！」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他雀躍不已，拉著我加快腳步往市區走去。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>三十分鐘光景，我們來到百貨公司數位相機專櫃前，小傑很快就挑了一款相</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>機，離傍晚還有一段時間，在往公園的路上他不時興高采烈的把玩著新玩具。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「媽，妳今天這麼好看，我幫妳拍幾張。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我擺了幾個姿勢，他並不滿意。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「這樣不行啦，妳的表情不自然，拍起來不好看。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他索性跑過來替我撫順頭髮調整手部的姿態，然後又回到原位：「現在稍微</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>彎腰，頭往前傾一些，對對，就是這樣，不要動喔。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>喀嚓一聲，他旋即把相機上拍好的照片預覽圖遞給我看，那上面的我看起來</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>性感動人，我不禁對他另眼相看，小傑的確有這方面的天份。不過，照片上的我</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>因為彎著腰，胸前的乳溝份外清楚，乳房也呼之欲出。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我不禁懷疑他是故意的。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>接著他又要求我坐在椅子上雙腿斜陳讓他採跪姿拍了一張。這次的照片由於</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>在正前方較低的位置取景，穿過裙襬自雙腿間隱約看得到底褲。我幾乎可以確定</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他是刻意的。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我故作輕鬆假裝並未發現，一切都順他的意。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>直到太陽將西落前，他已經拍了不少，每一張都有不同的重點，不外乎是胸</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>部或是穿幫的三角地帶。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我發現他似乎很喜歡我的臀部及腿，其中不乏幾張特寫。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他重複審視預覽圖，眼裡閃耀著異樣的神采，彷彿得到了他所想要的，這個</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>當下我看到了與平時不一樣的小傑。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他欣喜的表情忽地凝結。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「怎麼？拍得不好嗎？還是媽媽不夠自然？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他搖搖頭稍一遲疑才說：「太陽快要下山了，我想再拍一張，怕媽媽不會答</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>應。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「再拍一張就再拍一張，怎麼會不答應？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「不過……這次我想拍比較……比較……」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「沒關係，你說想拍比較怎樣的？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>嘴裡雖然這麼說但看見他面有難色，我心裡噗通噗通的直跳。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「我想幫媽媽拍一張比較……比較性感的。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>應該還不至於要露點吧？這孩子個性不會這麼直接，牙一咬，我只得點頭答</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>應。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「要擺怎樣的姿勢？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「我想由下往上拍，所以媽媽站在椅子上好了。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我順從的站在椅子上，裙子這麼短還由下往上拍，幸好此時沒其他人經過，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>要不然豈不羞死人。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>接著他要求我彎腰兩手撐在膝蓋上，這個動作迫使群襬高度往上提，我猜想</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>臀股一定遮不住了。小傑眼裡閃過詭譎的神色端詳一會兒，又改變主意要我一腳</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>跪在椅子上，一腳筆直的踩在地上，雙腿距離較大而私處那早已春光外洩。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>他滿意的一笑，竟在我身後側旁蹲下拿起相機，嘴裡還提醒著：「媽，妳回</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>過頭來看著我，我要拍了。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我回過頭看他，心裡直呼：「我的臀部還有那裡一定佔滿整張照片了。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>按下快門喀嚓一聲的剎那，心裡說不出懊悔還是放下一塊石頭。果不其然，</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>這次他很快收起相機，連預覽圖也不給我看了。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我們坐在椅子上肩靠著肩，夜幕很快就籠罩四週.為了避免尷尬，我問了一</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>些學校的事，但又怕破壞他的興致，又慢慢把話題轉到其他無關緊要的地方。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>這時幾對情侶三三兩兩踱步在公園裡氛圍驟變，隨著男男女女對我們不經意</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>的的注視，我和小傑間頓時陷入沉默，好一會兒小傑才開口問道：「媽，沒有爸</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>爸這麼多年來，妳會不會感到寂寞？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>這問題彷彿是一記悶棍，我一直以為平靜過生活就好，直到最近才發現其實</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我也是有血有肉的人。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「媽媽有你作伴並不覺得寂寞啊。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>大人的世界總不乏口是心非。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「妳沒想過談戀愛嗎？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「沒想過，我只想好好照顧你，讓你平安長大。」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「真的都沒想過？」</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>我一怔，驚覺自己又回到了母親的角色。</SPAN>

<SPANstyle=”TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px”>「想有什麼用呢？媽媽已經老了。」</SPAN>